"Do you miss me?"

Do i miss her she says. has she spent all this time wondering? There isn't a moment of time i have spent away that i haven't been thinking of her. I have wanted to be with Her more than i have wanted to eat in the morning. Her voice sounds more beautiful than any song i hear on the radio, more pure than anything i have seen. I am in love with an angel, and she doesn't even know. I wasted all this time thinking she was lost to me, and she had been thinking of me the whole time. Maybe im a fool to have gone through so much pain, because if all i had to do was be there i would have shown up in a moment. A moments notice is all it would have taken, and i would have been there. To see my angel shining as brightly as a star. And she wonders if i missed her. I needed her more than i have needed air to breath. She is all i have loved, and still love, and she wonders if i missed her. I havent missed her, no. I've thought of only her, and remembered only her, and loved only her. But you cant miss something that was never gone. and my chance is now, I gotta go get her. Now is my chance to be with her, and im not waiting for her to ask again.(Exit)

A monologue inspired by Alex Oard

My heart, feels like its burning inside of me. The pain is so unbearable i cant hardly stand Jake. I cant feel anything around me, not the sun on my face or the wind, nothing. Everything is rushing past me and i feel like im standing so still, so still but nothing around me wants to slow down. Everything is changing, and i cant see the reason Jake. What's the point to all this. Everything i know or used to know is crumbling down around me, is shaking in panic, anticipating total annihilation and the only time i feel secure is in my nightmares where even though im terrified i know ill at least wake up at the end. Not exactly a common respite from pain is it? Everything is gone now, Jake run into the sunset without me. And im lost in its wake. The emptiness is here with me. only its not empty, its full of fear and despair and loneliness. 

A piece by Alex Oard.

I was inspired to write something on this piece so before i do i wanted to post it so you all would see, This is Alex Oard's personal work and i give her full credit where credit is do :)


Pain burns through her veins a
nd poisons that beating heart, 
destroying cells needed to breate 
and ripping any happiness apart. 
Time continues without hesitation 
while she pleads for a pause, 
wishing the incessant pain away 
with every new hand she draws. 
Music provides alternate realities 
where her soul resides in peace, 
but eventually an end inevitably causes 
such dreams to merely cease. 
Shooting stars claim every wish 
she desperately tries to persue, 
disappearing into infinite space 
without foretelling a clue.