A monologue inspired by Alex Oard

My heart, feels like its burning inside of me. The pain is so unbearable i cant hardly stand Jake. I cant feel anything around me, not the sun on my face or the wind, nothing. Everything is rushing past me and i feel like im standing so still, so still but nothing around me wants to slow down. Everything is changing, and i cant see the reason Jake. What's the point to all this. Everything i know or used to know is crumbling down around me, is shaking in panic, anticipating total annihilation and the only time i feel secure is in my nightmares where even though im terrified i know ill at least wake up at the end. Not exactly a common respite from pain is it? Everything is gone now, Jake run into the sunset without me. And im lost in its wake. The emptiness is here with me. only its not empty, its full of fear and despair and loneliness.