Meaning. Monologue

Havent written in a while, in fact im not doing alot of things lately. im not thinking before speaking, not taking care to make sure others arent hurt by my actions. not really caring whether or not im heard not even trying to be heard really. Ive found a niche i can be comfortable in: the invisible community. those who have no purpose other than to be filler in the world. the ones people forget to see. the ones never lifting their voice above a whisper. People who walk with their heads down on the sidewalk and never quarrel over the trivial things or the big things in life. The ones who dont exist other than to themselves. Thats where ill stay, safe and out of the way. Because i dont really mean that much to other people do i?