Leave me now, get out of my way. You were the one holding me back all along. I thought I wasn’t good enough, that I needed your love or support or god knows what. And in the end it was you who stopped me from getting where I wanted to go. All I ever wanted was in my grasp and you took it and put it as far from me as possible. Well now that you’re out of my way I can go and live and fight and struggle and bite and climb and hurt and fall and FEEL. And you aren’t there to hold me back anymore! But that’s never what I wanted; never what I thought it would come to. I always thought we’d go through all those things together. That they’d make us stronger, that going through them together would bring us closer. Not tear us further and further apart. Kill us, us, a little more each time something came up. We weren’t meant to fail! We weren’t meant to become so sick of each other that we… that you don’t even listen to me. Goodbye.
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